--Pain--

Hey.
So things are changing ... once again. Like always. Life is pretty dumb. I don't know why though. Ugh.

Me&&the boy are done I guess... I don't know how to explain the whole situation or where to even start with it.. but it's done. I guess. He just... ugh. I don't know. I guess we're done. I don't know I'll see how it goes I suppose.

Me&Erika are closer then ever! She's my favoritest person!! Not even gonna lie. We spend soo much time together it's not even funny. Going to school with her was probably a good idea.

Aarica&I started hanging out again... and I'm kinda happy about that too. We have fun together! :D Haha.

I like stupid people all the time though.. I don't know what my problem is. Ugh. I can't take this shit anymore. I can't do this. I don't wanna be here anymore... how do you make this go away.
Ugh.

I need some one to talk to ... someone to help me that'd be great!

But I'm gonna go play a game with Erika so I'll write later again!

BYeeee.

Life As I know It

I learn something new about him everyday I think. Or I guess more when I'm with him than everyday... if you know what I mean. But anyways. I still like him...eh a lot. So it works. And I guess he likes me a lot too... if he means what he says. Hehe.We'll see I suppose.

So I'm excited ... going bowling with Heather! And probably... hopefully going to hang out with her sometime this week. :D Yay. Hehe. I like her... she's pretty great. LoL

Starting at Highland tomorrow. Kinda weird if I REALLY think about it... because yea. I'm supposed to be a Loras right now.. but you know how that goes. Haha. I'm kinda nervous though. :S Again... I'll have to wait and seeeeeee.

I'm excited though that I get to go to school with Erika again. And this time we'll actually graduate together! Hehe. Good deal right? Yupp that's what I thought. I get to yell at her in the halls again. :D I'm excited about that. I have my bestest friend back in my life like everyday and it makes a girl like me happy. I misseded her. :D

Anyways. I need to clean a bit in my room... and stuff. So I'm gonna head out. I'll write again sooooooon :D.

MoreToLife<3

Hey there. So here I am again... thinking about life. Haha. I guess that's what happens when you watch movies like P.s I love you.. you get to thinking about your own life. I guess in a sense I'm blessed to not have fallen in love and lost... but I mean... I'm alone. It's kinda blah. I'm ready to let myself fall for someone... I'm just not sure where on earth I'm gonna find that. I like Eric a lot... but I'm not sure what's going to happen.. and the uneasiness about it... kills me. Like... I just wanna know the future.. if anything is really going to happen. That'd be nice. But you know... life is all about risks... you just gotta risk it all. Sometimes... that's what it's all about. Anyways. New Years.. was okay. I spent it with Erika&Corbin and the people they work with. We played Yahtzee. It was fun. But you know. lol. Humph. I am thinking really hard about what I wanna do in the future. Like... me, Erika, & Corbin talked about it a lot last night and it was kinda nice. Like... I think I wanna go to Highland for the rest of the year... stay at home. You know. Or hopefully live with Erika.. that'd be sweet... I mean I'd get to see my best friend everyday. And I mean... I know we could handle it .. because well ... I can tell her when she's being a bitch... and she tells me when I'm being a bitch. So I mean.. we could handle right? I love her ... and that's all that matters. Hehe. So we'll see how that one goes. Haha. I just gotta make a decision here soooonish. That'd probably be smart eh? lol. Anyways. I'm gonna go finish watching P.s I love you... and then probably gonna read Twilight. Yay. LoL. I'll write later I'm sure! :D
--KimberlyAnn

--Trying Something New--

Hey all. So this is my first time ever really doing something like this so ... I'm not even sure how to go about it. Last night was a pretty interesting night.. I'm not going to lie. I cried a lot because of the book I was reading.. but yet the book opened my eyes to a lot of things in my life that at times I'm become to blind to enjoy. Anyways.
I can't exactly contemplate the fact that Christmas has already come && gone. It's ... amazing. I don't know how to even... accept it. Wow. I can't believe that it's gonna be 2009 already too. It's just amazing how fast my life is slipping by.
Friendships... they've gotten pretty insane. I feel a lot of people slipping away from me... and it's kinda weird. I'm not liking it too much. But you know.. it makes my relationships stronger with other people.
I've found that Erika might possibly be my one TRUE best friend. I mean... after everything that we've been through she's still got my back no matter what. And we share a bond I really don't share with anyone else. And I'm glad. Even though she has Corbin now && she loves him & he takes a lot of her time... I'm okay with that because I know no matter what she'll still be there for me if I really need her! I love it!
As for boys.. I really like this one. He might be my favorite so far. It's exciting. Haha. He actually likes me back... might take me skiing or something Friday.. at least I hope he's gonna. It'd make me happy! But he's like the sweetest guy EVER. I really like him.. and I hope that this one goes somewhere.
But I don't know. I need to get ready to go to Erika's for the New Year. So I'm gonna head out. I'll probably write more tomorrow ... let you know how my night with the boy && the best friend ... and all the other friends there... goes. So I'll write later.
byeeeezz.